Greener my ass

A friend of mine just said to me, "Your best job is always your next one and your last one." How true it is. I've always had a hard time appreciating where I'm at when I'm there. Apartments, friends, jobs... it's always better in my mind where I was because I want something better for the future which never shows up. I think it takes a certain kind of zen ability to just BE that I've never been able to manage. I'm always unsatisfied, uncomfortable and unappreciative. I'd like to change, but frankly I feel I need to be in a better position in order to do that.

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